Green Flavor Bombs

Fresh herbs are a wonderful thing.  They complement many dishes.  They take other food, that is otherwise good, and then brighten everything.  In the past few years I have been using more and more fresh herbs.  I wonder where they have been my entire life?

I’m using mostly parsley, basil, and cilantro.  These have proven to be cheap, easy, and most useful with the food I make.  Tossing some of these in are just huge flavor bombs.  They are a superb culinary investment if you can grow them where you live.  Screwing around with the herbs can also be a relaxing little hobby.  I am so happy I started using these herbs, and wish I had started with them earlier.

I guess no one told Young Nehemiah that fresh herbs were so much better than the dried herbs I was used to using.  I missed out on years of tastier food.  So this is me telling you to start growing, or buying fresh herbs now and then.  Your food will be tastier and more bright.  A few cilantro leaves might brighten more than your salsa.  I know I can use them to just brighten the day as a whole.  This can all be filed under “Silly But True.”

If there is a larger lesson to be gathered here, maybe it’s that the smallest, cheapest, and easiest thing can have profound impacts.  For the price of a trip to the coffee shop, you can elevate your meals.  You can’t really mess it up either, you chop the herb, and put the herb on food.  We can all do that.  There are probably a hundred things out there like herbs we should be incorporating into our lives.  We just have to go out and find them.

Nature Parks Are Cool

In the last couple years I have become a devotee of long walks.  They clear my head and help me think.  There are also exercise benefits to be gained from a good long walk.  I go on them mostly to think though.  It is nice that they can be done most anywhere too.  However, I am very thankful that my hometown of Monticello has built a nature park in recent yards with some nice walking trails.

Walking in nature seems to help with thinking and relaxation.  I don’t have to worry about getting hit by a car when crossing streets, or sidewalk mayhem.  I can just walk these trails and disappear into thought.  There are some studies that say that being out in nature is mentally healthy too.  So the random deer, squirrels, and rabbits I see might be making me a little bit more healthy.  Having this park as a place to walk and think, that just makes me happy.

I know I am lucky to have this park for my walks.  Ten years ago, this place didn’t even exist.  I would have walked elsewhere, but it’s nice to have a nice place.  I wonder what our lives would be like if we tried to have more nice places for things.  A lot of nice places exist around us, we just have to find them I think.

Trying to Think Small

I have ambition.  I want to do good and useful things.  I want to do these things with some measure of scale.  That could be considered thinking and dreaming big.  Thinking big probably gets me in trouble more than it helps me.  Thinking small has worked for many people before me, and I could receive the same benefits it has given others.

Many big things grow from small things.  We are surrounded by big awesome things that started off far more modestly.  In many of those cases it is questionable whether the people that started those things had any idea about how big things would get.  Hardcore History might be the best podcast in the world.  It is currently a series of 3-5 hour epic episodes talking about history.  Some of these are multiparters, so you may get 20 hours of audio on one subject.  The first episode of Hardcore History was only 17 minutes and a single part.  I suspect the host Dan Carlin had no idea what his podcast would grow into.  If he had started with the current format in mind, would he have even began in the first place?  I think about the origins of Hardcore History a lot as I set forth with my own creative projects.

In moments of arrogance I forget that like Dan Carlin I can start small.  If something so creative and awesome can start super small, then my projects can have similar paths.  Starting small and thinking small in scope has benefits and I forget them.  I forget that when things are small you can experiment and tinker.  I spent 2 years working on my last software project, in the end I got to the point with it, that I couldn’t even make beneficial changes without huge efforts.  The code base had gotten huge and had too much “baggage.”  Given less scope, I might have been able to make a real business out of the project, instead it died a painful death.  Being able to experiment is not the only benefit to thinking small though.

Small is a lot faster.

Small is cheap. 

Small takes a lot fewer mental resources.

Thinking small may not actually be thinking as small as it appears.  I think the chief benefit of thinking small is that it lets you do more things.  I become paralyzed far too often by the scope of the things I want to accomplish.  This makes it hard to get things off the ground.  I have spent the last year writing a book, that no one has seen yet.  I might have spent a whole year working on a book that no one may be all that into.  I went big with this project, and it is by its nature going to take a while to get out in the open.  Not every project needs to be that way.  A smaller project might have allowed me to already be making money.  Going small with a project would have just allowed me to do more faster.  So sometimes we are forced to go big, sometimes we can go small.

I think that is the key, to go big and small.  If I go only one direction I get in trouble.  I am content to work in isolation on things for a long time.  I can do the big project mentality.  It does create a sense of dread though with new projects.  I assume all projects will become huge, consuming, and a stressor.  Feeling the weight of this impending size can make things hard to start.  Things do not have to be that way.  Sometimes small is good.

I feel the pull towards doing a lot more small things.  In fact as I plan the next year I am looking at doing man more small things.  I might pick up a big project or two but the big stuff is not going to take over the small stuff.  My hope is that doing some smaller projects will let grow some creativity and playfulness.  The big idea is that I just need to remember its cool to start small and maybe someday I’ll stumble my way into having a really big thing on my hands like Hardcore History.

Knowledge Suppression in the Elementary Library

When I was a little guy, I used to love being read to by my mother.  I thought books and stories were cool.  When I finally went to school I was exposed to the school library.  There was a room full of books and you could borrow them and read them all.  That is what I thought and wanted the library to be.  There were apparently a lot of rules about what books you could read.  I could only read books from a certain shelf in the library.

In my elementary school, students could only get books from the shelves that corresponded to their grade.  A first grader, simply wasn’t allowed to even look at most of the books in the library.  This was disappointing to Young Nehemiah.  The books I was allowed to read were not stimulating to me on any level.  I was being held back from reading things I was capable of reading.  This was a horrible thing to do to a child.  Luckily I am a stubborn sort, so it didn’t really effect me. 

I don’t think this whole library episode had lasting implications.  This could have really turned some kids off to reading and school.  It is criminal that school teachers and librarians act like this sometimes.  My ability to read a book didn’t matter to these teachers, my grade level is all that mattered.  I was a good reader, but I was held back by the teachers because I was in first grade.  Could I have read everything in that library? Maybe not, but I was not even allowed the opportunity to challenge myself.

I think it is horrible to tell a child not to challenge themselves.  It seems counter to all that education should stand for.  I think in all levels of education we should all the students to challenge themselves.  Even if we think they are biting off more than they can chew, sometimes they can chew it.  Biting off more than you can chew and chewing it, that teaches you a lot about life.  I have done it before, and that is the kind of risk that reaps some real personal rewards.  If I couldn’t read the books I tried to read, well I guess I would have fell flat on my face.

Falling flat on your face, that should be a part of the education process.  If you don’t run fast and hard into brick walls, you never know if you can run through them.  If we break ourselves against these metaphorical walls, then that is what a teacher or mentor is for.  They are there to pick us up and help us grow.  I don’t know many teachers facilitate this experience for students.  Yoda tells us that failure is a great teacher, schools could allow a bit more failure.

The risk associated with failing to be able to read a book that was above my level was small.  If it was too much, I would have had Mom read it to me.  It would not have been a big deal.  I might have been able to read it and stayed excited about reading.  Over time I think I lost most excitement for reading and school in general.  I was a smart kid, so I got through school just fine, but I didn’t like it.  School could be fun and stimulating.  Instead we tell kids no too often.

I was told not to read books that were above my level.  This level was some arbitrary age grouping of students.  What is a first grade even?  Is it a set of abilities?  No it is a set of birthdays.  I fear we do too many things like this that are just one more step in turning students off to school.  A student should be allowed to run as far and fast as they want to.  They will figure out on their own when to slow down and set a pace.  Telling a kid not to learn something because they are too young, well that is a pathetic thing to do.

Hello World… Again: Chapter 2 Choosing Stacks

I have been messing around with some hobby coding…these are my thoughts on the process.

12/16/19

Deciding to code is one thing, deciding what to code with is another larger thing.  There are so many tools available to me as a developer.  I have spent most of my development time in the past working with WordPress and Asp.net type things.  I probably cannot even link up to a Linux server with SSH if you offered me a million dollars to do so.  The question is what tools, languages and frameworks are even worth messing with?  This is where I get to be a business analyst for a few minutes. 

I want to work with technology that lets me do cool things, and might make me employable.  These are good criteria.  My bent has been towards using various Microsoft technologies because that is where most of my experience had been.  I am also open to doing some PHP and LAMP stack development.  I looked at all the recent job postings for developers in the area and these tech stacks seem to be used a fair amount in the area.  There is also a lot of talk about React and Angular, I don’t know how I feel about big JavaScript things at the moment though.  These things seem to change pretty fast, and I’m not sure about building my house on that particular sand.  So for now I will use JavaScript as it comes to me, but not get too deep. 

With these considerations I have decided to play with DotNet things and LAMP type stacks.  These stacks line up with my experience the most, so I can leverage that into building more cooler things fasterer.  I don’t see much job potential locally with full stack JavaScript, so that is a maybe later kind of thing.  I am not looking for a job coding at the moment, but employability is a good tiebreaker when it comes to picking tech to focus on.  I do like the fact that these are big stacks with lots of stuff around them in the ecosystem.  I see no need to jump into niche stuff just for the sake of doing it.  That decision will make itself when the time comes. 

The process of picking technologies was rather simple, I think I made good choices here.  Next up is building some cool and useful stuff, or napping, or listening to history podcasts.  All options are available to me.

Hello World… Again

It was a cold winter Saturday afternoon.  I had nothing on my schedule, I started poking around the computer and internet.  Before long I was downloading Visual Studio 2019.  I was feeling like messing with some coding and programming for fun.  Developer stuff has always been rather fun when I remove the time pressures and other pressures associated with it.  I wanted to play with some code, I wanted it to be fun, I am not sure if it will mean anything to my career at large.  Despite the fact coding might have zero career benefits at the moment, it seems as though it might be a great hobby to play with.

I spent about 5 years waist deep in being a web developer muddling about becoming a rather flawed developer.  I haven’t had much reason to code much in the last year, life has taken turns elsewhere.  I still have that skillset laying dormant and I would like to keep it.  Doing some hobby coding seems like it could keep that stuff alive in my mind.  It is not anywhere my top priority at the moment, so I am looking to approach it with a few rules, otherwise it becomes another out of control hobby.

Rule 1. I will be coding for fun, and not putting any hard effort into it, otherwise it will take away energy from other things that are far more important.

Rule 2. This is all a hobby and a learning experiment.  It is to be treated as such, you know until some outside force like a job incentivizes me to view it in another way.

Rule 3.  This is a night and weekend kind of thing.  It is not work and can’t be treated as such, otherwise I will be messing with code when I should be doing something that is actually beneficial to me.

These are the rules I made with myself as I started to play with code that night.  I think they are reasonable.  In the past developer skills have always been something I was chasing impatiently.  I think it would be fun to give it a try and just build quirky and fun things and see what happens. 

I don’t really have any goals with this.  To a degree I am doing this because I want a hobby that gets my brain away from fitness and writing based things.  It can be fun to work on things that don’t matter.

So far I have installed new development tools, and started messing with some Asp.net Core to see what that is all about.  I might not ever look at the code again, but the other night it was fun.  So I get to call myself a developer again for a few days. 

Boredom Is Not The Enemy

“I shall defeat all my enemies with my superpower of being insanely boring!”  That statement might be a bit of a stretch.  I don’t have many enemies to defeat.  I however do spend time cultivating this superpower of being boring.  I become more happy all the time to just do boring things.  What do I gain when I embrace being boring? 

Through boredom I can gain needed repetitions and consistency in all things.  Doing the same thing over and over is boring.  It is also the path to mastery.  I wonder if someone can’t handle a dose of boredom then can they ever become masterful at something?  In the past when I have lacked mastery, I have lacked the repetitions needed to gain that mastery.  I do feel like being willing to be bored allows you do some extra repetitions of whatever you’re doing.  This can be true for learning and mastery but also for execution.  Once you know what works and have a proven process, shouldn’t you keep repeating that endlessly?  How many businesses fail because the owner just quits doing the things that lead to success?  How often is this is due to boredom?  On some level I should never be bored doing the things that lead to success.  Boredom will still be there, but it is something I know I can endure.  Boredom is not the enemy.

Boredom is not the enemy, in fact boredom can be a great ally.  Through boredom I can gain space to think.  A lot of good thinking is done on long walks or long drives.  I think this is partially because they are boring.  These things can quiet your mind enough to allow you to have ideas come to you.  I don’t know the mechanisms behind this, but I know it works.  Have you had more good ideas come to you randomly or when you were trying to think?  For me that answer is definitely at random times.  The mind can only work on so many things at once,  being bored quiets the mind to allow it work in the background on any number of things you have given it. 

Since the mind can only work on so many things at one time, boredom can be a way to be more intentional about the things we have to think about.  By being boring in my everyday life, I don’t have to think about things.  I have autopiloted so many things in my life, which is boring.  I eat the same things for breakfast and lunch every day.  I wear the same clothes all the time.  I work from a library that is rather boring.  I don’t put energy into these things so that I can put that energy into things that actually matter.  This all works to put my mind into the best state possible for productivity.

Some of the best things I have accomplished in my life have been through being boring.  Graduating from college was boring, but I just kept showing up to class and doing the work.  There were many things that didn’t interest me, but I didn’t let these things being boring stop me.  I have written a book in the last year, well its kind of almost done.  There is still editing to do, but it has been super boring.  I barely like to edit my writing once, but I have made many editing passes on this book.  It can be extremely boring.  I don’t mind being bored though, because it is getting me to the point of having accomplished some cool things. 

Doing boring things might not be the chief reason for these and other successes.  I do think it’s a contributing factor.  Embracing repetitions and freeing my mind can’t be a bad thing.  I don’t know that I purposely seek out doing boring things.  I want novel and exciting things in my life too.  Boredom though is not an excuse to me anymore.  Boredom is not a reason for me to avoid doing something.  Boredom is not a reason to quit doing something.  I am finding myself having a better relationship with all that is boring.  It has grown my patience.  It has helped me finish doing hard things. 

How we think about boredom is a step in combatting boredom.  It is not a bad thing, it is just a thing.  In the end I must make the decisions I make.  I must not allow boredom to make decisions, because those are not good decisions.  Boredom is just a thing, and I can’t say that it is likely a very important thing. 

The Fairy Tale of Being Self Made

It is not uncommon to turn on the tv and see an interview with someone the host touts as a “self-made” billionaire.  The story is usually about how someone created some company or skill that earned them a billion dollars.  They did not inherit their billion dollars, so that makes them “self-made.”  Undoubtedly these efforts are remarkable, and a great display of effort.  The term “self-made” well I don’t know what to think about that.  Can anyone be a “self-made” anything?

The cults of personality like to build a myth around these “self-made” folks.  They say that they did it all on their own.  This person against the odds and without an inheritance did some great thing.  While this is true to a degree, I would say that none of these people did it alone.  While a lot of their success is due to their creativity, effort, and grit, everyone still has help.  Too often these cults of personality build up to the point where some “self-made” person is reported to have done everything on their own.  That they didn’t need anyone, they had it all within themselves.  These stories seem to me to be ego, legend making, and flat out lies.  I can admit being “self-made” does make a good story for a 5 minute television segment though, even if it is not true.

I can’t believe most people didn’t have help on their paths to success.  How is success even possible without help?  At the very least even if you are “self-made”  you had to have had some customers or clients.  At some point in time someone or a lot of someones had to decide to do some business with you instead of someone else.  These people made you, you’re not “self-made.”  Most businesses have multiple founders or some employees.  Steve Jobs wasn’t a “self-made” billionaire, Steve Wozniak made Steve Jobs, and Jobs made Wozniak.  Successes don’t happen in isolation.

People that are “self-made” and claim to have done it all on their own seem to be delusional to me.  They have lost touch with the true story of how they found their successes.  There could be a host of reasons for this.  Ego could be at play.  Narcissism could be at play at well.  They could also have just forgotten all the people that have helped them along the way.  Being “self-made” is a good story for the TV but its just a fairy tale.

Could believing this fairy tale lead us astray?  I am not a success, I have no money, and to become a success I must be “self-made.”  In some way I must be “self-made” in the ways people talk about being “self-made.”  I have no one from which to inherit millions.  I have no powerful friends that will drop success into my lap for me being a good guy.  I must be “self-made.”  My story of success must follow the path that many of these “self-made” people followed.  Believing the stories and legends though, that will lead me into places I don’t want to be.  I cannot believe I will do this success thing all on my own. 

I will never be a “self-made” success.  Thinking that I can do it all on my own is just poison.  There are too many people who have helped me already.  My parents have helped time and time again in so many ways, both profound and small.  At 35 years old, I am still getting constant help from my parents.  I have great friends that have shown kindness beyond anything I could deserve.  Before I was even born my grandparents were helping me by building and creating families that have given me so much support.  Being “self-made”, acting like I did ANYTHING in life by myself is a slap in the face to all these people.  I have been helped by so many people that I can’t even list them all or remember them all.  Taking credits for my successes, acting like I did them all, that is just something I can’t do.  There is so much credit that must go to others, I get so much help all the time.  Even if I could be “self-made” in any sense of the word, I wouldn’t want to be.

Even if I could make myself into something, into some sort of success all by myself, doing so would make me a moron.  I have so much help available to me.  I have great family, I have great friends, how could I not accept their support?  Their emotional support and friendship is of value beyond anything that could possibly be quantified.  Beyond that, there is so much help I could call on.  I could call upon others to be co-founders in a company with me.  I could go to writers groups where we help each other edit and shape our next books.  I could go to a coworking studio and bounce ideas off a hundred smart people.  Doing any of these things stops me from being “self-made.”  I can’t imagine wanting to be “self-made.” 

I think this thought can be transferred to other things.  Why would I want to be “self-taught” at anything when there is help available.  Yes, you can learn things on your own, and learning on your own is partially a part of the process.  There are resources and others available to you that will help you.  And even if you don’t use those resources, you still got help.  If you learned to program a computer, did you write the book you learned from?  Did you build the computer?  Did you smelt the iron to build the transistors?  Thinking we do things on our own, and that we are “self made” or “self-taught”  or “self-anything” what does that even mean?

Maybe thinking we did it on our own is a matter of ego.  Some people don’t want admit they had help.  Maybe we forgot who helped us along the way.  There can be a lot of solitude in our journeys, but that doesn’t mean we were ever alone.  We can play an instrumental role in our stories.  We can be the lead actor, but this is not a one man play.  Losing sight of that is to become something I don’t want to be.  I can’t imagine doing anything on my own or even trying to.  I can’t imagine how it is even possible.  I hope I never say I was “self-made” or let other people stick this title on me.  I don’t want to forget how things really happened.  Other people matter in my story.  My journey is not alone, and it never has been.

Applications of the Yerkes-Dodson Law

I put the minimal amount of effort into the blogpost I could.  Did I do this because I was lazy?  No, I was not lazy this time.  Since this blogpost is about mental arousal and how much is needed and optimal for a given task, I am attempting to write with the proper amount of arousal.  I could write with more intensity, but that might be an overly large amount of arousal applied.  Why am I trying to write with the minimal amount of mental arousal?  Well lately I have been thinking about the Yerkes-Dodson Law and the whole arousal curve for peak performance.

According to Wikepedia the Yerkes-Dodson Law states that “The law dictates that performance increases with physiological or mental arousal, but only up to a point. When levels of arousal become too high, performance decreases.” (Source)  My simple mind takes that to mean if I get too excited, then nothing useful is going to get done.  Other components of the law and research around it state that lower levels of arousal may be best for intellectually demanding tasks.  The theory also talks about the idea that different tasks have different optimal levels of arousal.  In general all this can be represented by a bell curve relationship, different tasks will however have different shaped bell curves.  There is some thought and research into the idea that different personalities may need different levels of arousal for peak performance.  Introverts seem do perform better with less arousal than extroverts for example. 

I don’t think about these facts often enough.  I like being a bit of a maniac, so my tendency is to try and pump myself up to do things more than I probably need to.  I feel as though myself and others would be well served to think more about where we are living on this arousal curve for the task at hand.  Knowing where we are on the curve, and knowing how to manipulate our position on the curve seems wise. 

For some tasks I seem to have mastered this moving along the curve and firing myself up to proper levels.  I can move my arousal up and down at will in the gym to lift heavy weights, all without getting too fired up and doing really stupid stuff.  With my more professional work tasks, I don’t move along this curve at will as easily.  When it comes to work I often attempt to just keep trying harder.

Trying harder seems to increase all the arousal symptoms.  It dumps more adrenaline at times it doesn’t need to be dumped and messes with cortisol too I suppose.  Instead of becoming more fired up, I think I tend to just flatline.  I don’t know if any of that is actually scientifically true, but it feels as though that is kind of what happens.  What I do know is that I should figure out how to be more conscious of how fired up I am while doing any given task, and then moving along that curve as needed to get to optimal performance levels.

Being introverted I suspect it would be useful for me to ratchet down the intensity in many things I do.  I can always crank it back up if I find the need to.  If my tasks are not going well I need to move one of the two directions though.  If one way doesn’t work, then well I should just try going the other direction until I know what proper mindset feels like for any task.  

In general I am very fired up to do well at the tasks I take on.  I want to succeed, I want to do a good job, and I am motivated to do such.  I suspect just by waking up and getting started on tasks I am rather close to being aroused enough to perform well.  My guess is too often I just pour gasoline onto a rather suitable fire and just make a mess of things. 

I could be wrong with all this, and I don’t even think that it matters.  I think the main point is it is good for me to find an optimal level of excitement to get things done well.  Knowing what this feels like and learning how to get to this state is undoubtedly a powerful skill to have at my command.  Whether the science is correct or not, if it is a useful frame to move forward then I will use it.  I am using the science to spur thought and experimentation, and that will go good places.

I feel like these are the things I should think about more often in my given day.  This blogpost flowed out easily.  This entire time writing this post I kept myself like mellow, and almost in a meditative like mojo.  Managing our own psychologies is important and this might just be one simple way to do that.

Managing your psychology can help one to be more focused, intentional and effective.  Without some degree of management, we are running around just doing stuff like zombies or maniacs, whatever we happen to be acting like that day.  Some people may do this automatically, others like me should probably think about these things more.  With more intentionality more can be taken from the day, rather than taking whatever just randomly happens.

Sources:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yerkes%E2%80%93Dodson_law

https://hbr.org/2016/04/are-you-too-stressed-to-be-productive-or-not-stressed-enough

https://exploringyourmind.com/yerkes-dodson-law-performance-arousal/

Product Managing A Book

In recent years I have found myself more and more drawn to the act and craft or writing.  It allows me to find some clarity in my thoughts, and create stronger ways for myself to view the world.  In 2019 I have set forth with the intention of writing a book.  It will likely be a shorter book, my first book doesn’t need to be a masterpiece or comprehensive in any way.  I chose to write about lifting weights.  Lifting weights is the subject I know most about in this world, and I thought it would require little research.  I have completed the first draft of the book.  I am sure this process has made me a better writer, I also think it is making me a better product manager. 

In the end a book is a product.  This book is not an artistic endeavor, it is a manual on lifting weights.  Everything that goes into the book must make people either stronger, or healthier.  With 20 years of personal experience lifting weights and researching, I have a lot of ideas, and a lot of thoughts.  Managing these ideas, and weaving a narrative has been an interesting experience.  I have little experience in writing something more than a few pages for a college course.  I don’t know how to “write good.” I on this project have had to rely on my subject knowledge and product manager experience to carry me through the project.  I like to think I am starting to learn and think more correctly about this writing process.

The first lesson I have learned is that blogposts are a great start, but only a start.  Before starting this project I had written probably 20 blogposts on various topics relating to fitness and lifting weights.  My first thought with the book was that I could take these blogposts, and use them as the start to the book.  I could just make a chapter around each one.  I thought I could then put an intro and conclusion onto the posts and then just fill in a few gaps and have a book.  This was a nice theory, and it might work for other people but it did not work for me. 

I think it mostly did not work for me because their was not much connecting the blogposts beyond the fact they were on the subject of fitness.   Fitness is just way too large of a topic to cover in a book.  I ended up with something that would have had to have been titled “Nehemiah’s Thoughts on Random Fitness Topics.”  Plenty of books take this approach, and if you have a strong following I think you can publish this kind of book and sell some copies.  I am not some well followed expert in any subject though, so I felt as though I needed a more coherent narrative.  At this point in things, the real writing of the book started to take place.  I formed a bit more of a thesis and had to niche down on what I was really trying to write.  I kept the original blogposts, and most of their content is still in the book draft in some way.  I however had to take a few steps forward and create a real product out of this book.

To create a book product with some measure of credibility behind it I had to evaluate where I could niche down.  What has resulted is a book that has become a mixture of “Big Brother Advice”, how to organize your training, and some fitness hacks.  I feel like anyone that reads this book will know how to get strong, and continue to get strong for years to come.  I have crafted a framework from these blogposts and random thoughts that give people a roadmap for continued strength for years to come. 

The whole “throw some blogposts together and get a book” it was a good first step.  I did however think it would get me 90% of the way to where I wanted to get.   In reality it got me closer to 5% of the way to an actual book.  This method gave me a lot of baggage to deal with as well.  Each blogpost in the context of a book needed reworked.  It is debatable if a fresh start would have gotten me to my first draft faster, but the ideas from the blogposts did provide ideas.  In the end I have learned my writing is not prolific enough to just take some other pieces and smash them together into something cool.  Other authors have done it with success, for me though it was just a start.  I think sometimes this results in a book full of “random disjointed things” and that is beneath the standards I hold myself to.  In the future I would be rather hesitant to use the “just smash blogposts together and get a book” method.

On a more tactical level one method I did use that let me get started fast was to commit to learning no new tools for this book project.  I decided to use Microsoft Word for writing this and avoid book writing tools.  I wanted to spend zero time on tools and worry just about writing.  In my past I have written a lot of code for websites.  One of the greatest frustrations of writing code was working with software development tools.  There were days when I spent all day working with the tools, and not writing any code whatsoever.  I wanted to avoid this with this book.  I can write in English.  I can do this in a Word document.  I decided to for this project at least, do things the simplest way possible and that was with a simple Word document.  I was able to from day one, just write the book, not spend time learning a bunch of tools before I started writing.

Each section or chapter of the book has been given its own Word document.  Then I combine the documents to get a book.  This has cost me time, because putting the book together as a whole involves me opening document after document and copy and pasting the contents of each section into a single document.  There is little as far as version management.  If I make a major change, I just create a new document and save the old version for a backup.  In the future I think I will look at writing tools for projects.

I am happy I have done this book project without those tools though.  I think it got me to a real draft of the book faster rather than spending tons of time learning writer’s tools.  This seemed to be an important thing at this point for me.  Getting discouraged with tools and losing momentum seemed like a bad idea to me.  I think having done things this way will give me perspective to better choose tools in the future.  I think it is a lot like learning math without a calculator.  It is a good thing to do for perspective, and when you add in tools later on like a calculator and spreadsheet, you can go really fast with things and do awesome things.  If you never learn how to do math, these tools will not be as powerful to you when you use them.

The most powerful tool in getting this book draft finished did in fact end up being an Excell sheet.  Progress was slow on this book for me.  It took approximately a year to accumulate the first 48 pages (with lots of stops and starts, and changes.)  I wrote the next 34 pages and reworked a lot of those 48 ages in 2 weeks.  The big change I made was I started logging the words I wrote each day, and just tried to keep beating my records for most words written in a day.  Keeping track of these word counts kept me from spinning my wheels and “working on the book” but not getting anything done.  I needed that accountability.  I think I will keep doing this kind of word tracking and challenging in the future, it’s a good push.  I set super modest goals with this method and I think that helped.  I could get to my daily words really easily, but it kept he progress going.  This is not a big insight, but it was the push I needed to finish the first draft of this book.

The last major thing I have learned by writing this book is that its not THAT hard to write something useful for people.  I have written a book that will be useful to readers.  Is it a great literary work?  Nope.  I am not some great writer.  I have ideas and these ideas can help some people.  I think that is all I need.  I have the first draft written and have much work to do to get this book publishable.  It is just a matter of time before that is done though.  All I have to do is put in the time and work.  This book demystified the writing process.  I feel like now I can write lots of useful things in the future, and probably will. 

Viewing this book as a product and not some literary work has framed the project in a good way for me.  I know how to tackle projects and this is no different.  I still have much to learn about the writing process and in time I am sure I will.  While I may not create a great awesome literary work, I have created something that is useful to people.  This book will help some people get more fit, more strong, and have more fun in the gym.  That seems like a good start for draft one.